sick.

I haven't posted in so long. I've been so busy that I've gotten out of the habit of writing on here. Also, after my last blog post I wasn't quite sure what to say. Sometimes when you write something that has an impact on others, you get scared of writing something else because it won't be as prominent.


I've done so much lately, but sadly I'm still behind in my schedule for my portfolio. I really only have about three and a half weeks left, which is terrifying. I'm not close to being done everything. There is so much going on in my life I've been feeling incredibly overwhelmed. So, of course, I get sick. Sometimes I work myself to this point of being susceptible to illness. Sadly, even though I feel like crap I still need to work.


I've promised myself that after spring break is done, that I will photograph all of my current work and post it for everyones input. I'm nervous because I don't know what everyone will think of my stuff, especially since it's all tailored to my portfolio, and virtually none of it is the style I'd really like to work in. Powering through all of this work is proving challenging. I feel bad for Peter sometimes because he has to deal with my frustrations constantly. I'm always doubting myself, no matter the quality I produce.


Anyways. I just wanted to start posting again. I know I'll post more frequently when my portfolio is done, but until then, I'll post when I can.